Saint of Sins

When you're a bum

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 04:09:41 GMT

I don't know what the date is today.
I just know it's Thursday and that Christmas is nearing.

Is it me or is December colder this year?

Just a thought

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 08:09:34 GMT

It's incredibly difficult to stand up while you're in the process of falling.
At times like these, how do should one cope?

Coo

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 03:06:16 GMT

Jogging.

Who would've thought I'd make it up the hill? :3
HAHAHAHA!

I've got blisters on my feet and I don't mind one bit!
It's nice to be doing different things.

Crap, it's almost December.
I can't stop feeling nervous.

I was thinking... If a vampire's fang were to come off, would the tooth fairy take it?

New person, old reflection

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 10:42:11 GMT

Maybe they were wrong about this person?
A world without trust just means you're alone.

What's wrong with finally seeing good in others?
To be honest, I don't wanna see the bad anymore.
I'm happy with what I choose to block out.
Sometimes it can be a bad thing...
But really...
I'd rather live oblivious to the negatives than have it rule my emotions all the time.
I've been there.
I've done that.
And it's HORRIBLE.

This weekend, I tried to go back to the pessimist I used to be.

And I hate myself.

Truly. Hate. Myself.

Bleeeeeeeeeeeep

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 07:25:51 GMT

I recently tried my hand out in editing videos. So far, I've got no complaints.
It's fun. :D whoo hoo.

I won't be enrolling this semester.
What a strange feeling...

I'm scared, to be honest... What if things don't work out and I'm stuck here---unenrolled and without a chance to get back to school? :| omg.

I drown myself in the internet pool til my eyes turn red. I breathe laughter out of every corny jokes my friends text me. I distract myself by generating ideas I can do in the meantime. So far, it's working. :]

Malice

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 15:41:14 GMT

A picture says a thousand words.
A picture turns you on.
You're the one who thinks of dirty things
yet the blame is on the uploader.

Funny world.

Honestly,

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 12:36:19 GMT

I have no idea what to post these days.

I've got too many things to say...

And they're all jumbled up...like a huge ball of rubber bands.

rubber bands.

i like rock bands.

I'm going to

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 14:06:17 GMT

BATAAN

...tomorrow.

Reality, will you relax?

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 08:54:13 GMT

I can't shut up these days.
I could tell you stories about my childhood, my opinions, my plans...and none of them would be real. But it still feels real to me.
My imagination is going haywire these days.
My brain is on steroids....that is a lie. But it sure does feel like itttt.

Oh I don't like reality too much. I am too serious and it's drama after drama. I am done. I don't wanna be sad. K? K.

I'd rather believe my lies and my stories for a while. 'Cause I sure feel a helluva lot better than carrying stress and whatnot all the time.

So Tito Al died this morning.

I am numb. I never liked that guy.

But yeah. RIP. :|

Facebook is like Friendster meets Multiply and Twitter. Kinda awesome, really. Them applications are kinda nice too.

I have been hanging out with my subdivision friends a lot these days. They're really nice and all. They drink a lot, though... 0_0 Hahaha. But yeah, they're real awesome. It's easy to just hang out with them.. Sometimes I don't even need my imagination to forget I've got issues. They're THAT great.

School is chaotic. It's one paper after another, HW after HW, field test after field test, practice after practice... OMG. I forgot to breathe. :| HAHAHAHAHA

There's something wrong with my appetite. I am very easily full lately.. :|
I could be hungry right now and then 3 spoons later, I am FULL! 0_0
I know it's not healthy. I am NOT anorexic or bulemic. Ew.
But I can't force myself to eat. :| crap... I always feel like throwing up after eating..

ORTIGAS! I LOVE YOU.
Ever tried just to take a walk there?
I did. And I didn't even know the place... Didn't know where the hell I was going..
Nicest time I've ever had.
Carefree.

I liked that.

I wasn't kidding when I said I was busy

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 11:04:41 GMT

Monday was okay. I slept kinda late...or "early". haha.

Tuesday? Filipino paper got me busy... Didn't get to sleep.

Wednesday; another Filipino paper. Another sleepless night.

Thursday, I feel like popping a Valium and just sleep that day away... We pissed off our SPED professor... but my entire block was too sabaw to care. We are zombies now.

Friday! I go to Ortigas after school and head to PhilSpada. I get home late...and then work on the reaction paper til 4:30am to be passed on

...Saturday. Wake up at 6am, be at school by 8am, print my shit, head to class at 9am. By 2:30pm I am in my friend's car heading to Laguna. I get little sleep but that didn't matter to me by then.

Sunday- 6am, I wake up. 7am, I head back to Quezon City. I get dropped off at Philcoa and I make my way to Espanya. I arrive at school by 9:30am. By 12pm, I was home. The next thing I knew, it was 5pm and I had more paperwork to do.

Monday- it's 1:30am...I finally finished that stupid script and my edtech paper. Sleeeep...til 4:30am. Then I'm off to school.

I'm tired.